There are a lot of things stuck in the middle of my mind. I'm so confused. And for you, I'm really sorry for the answer. Please, I don't want you to treat me good anyway. Well, I know deep in my heart that you are good to me, but I'm sorry for that, I just don't want you to spend too much time on me which will never turn you an answer at the end. As I have told you everything clearly before that.
Here, I want to thanks and apologize to you. We can still remain in the distance of friend but not exceed our friendship. I appreciated everything you have done, your care and your concern. Doubtless, and frankly, I have try to escape from you, I don't feel like getting close with you or in another words I don't want to get in any contact with you for this while until you have fully give up. So, please don't stay close with me while I have go away from you or else you will make me even hate you. Well, it's true though when you told me that I can't do anything for stopping you no matter what reasons or how I have pushed you away. Anyway, I have no right to stop you either. Just please don't entangle me around. I need some spaces for my own though. *I will really hate you if you keep on doing something over me.*
*I even think of closing up myself in my own room every time once I finished my lesson in order not to bump into you anywhere around college compound.*
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Had a very long chat with a bestie of mine in my room yesterday night. She wasn't in mood. Yea, before that, she did ask me for the reason why am I so emo recently but I.... There's complicated. *she is always the one who listen to my words. :') Appreciate much!* Accompany her until 12midnight like that, at least she knows some of the reasons why am I so emo these few days. Well, go into a little bit of the story, there is absolutely blameless. Just the matter how you solve the problem. Things will never always behave what you want it to be, life has ups and downs for sure, so never expect things will go in a good way all the time.*Thanks a lot, Cookie Monster. :') Even though you may not fully know the reason why I'm very down, but you have made me laugh out loud and shout out loud. Thanks for everything. :')*
Suddenly received a text from an unknown number yesterday night, who is very annoying. He keeps on sending the text for me even though I have no reply any of it. Missed call for one second just to gain for my attention. It's kinda annoying when he keeps on missed call for one second. Sending text not logic at all. I get scared with this after a few texts from him. Gooosshhh, can you stop disturbing my life. I need a peaceful life as well. A friend of mine help me to call him but he didn't answer the phone call. Don't you think that it's scary? What more, he said he's now studying in the same college as me. My goodness! Anyway, thanks a lot for my friends who concern me about this! *I'm touched* T__T
-Loves-
Christina
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