Settle down

I sit still in this room, on a desk,
because I know my view is limited.
Watching at darkness,
feel the silence of wind.
Only street lights can be seen,
since voices are yet to be traveled over ears.
I love this scene.

Hopefully world apart is yet to be happened,
there are things I want to make sure
before I'm ready to go.
I should need to hope more at such moment, 
my current strength is not affordable to hold me tight,
please support me.


How does bitterness actually causing the difficulties from minimizing the gap between itself and joy at the other end?
Despite of feeling unsafe for an answer,
let me wander around while my mind never stop thinking.
Allow me to have some moment for day-dream,
it will not take a long time.


Together, we are here, linked,
on the same base, under the same galaxy,
we are close for being able to witness the same horoscopes,
yet far since we cannot get everyone's angle into eyes.
I feel that it is not yet the time to accept something new,
but may have a farewell with the previous part in life.



Be happy,
Christina