Settle down

I sit still in this room, on a desk,
because I know my view is limited.
Watching at darkness,
feel the silence of wind.
Only street lights can be seen,
since voices are yet to be traveled over ears.
I love this scene.

Hopefully world apart is yet to be happened,
there are things I want to make sure
before I'm ready to go.
I should need to hope more at such moment, 
my current strength is not affordable to hold me tight,
please support me.


How does bitterness actually causing the difficulties from minimizing the gap between itself and joy at the other end?
Despite of feeling unsafe for an answer,
let me wander around while my mind never stop thinking.
Allow me to have some moment for day-dream,
it will not take a long time.


Together, we are here, linked,
on the same base, under the same galaxy,
we are close for being able to witness the same horoscopes,
yet far since we cannot get everyone's angle into eyes.
I feel that it is not yet the time to accept something new,
but may have a farewell with the previous part in life.



Be happy,
Christina

Ups and downs in my life

There are a lot of things stuck in the middle of my mind. I'm so confused. And for you, I'm really sorry for the answer. Please, I don't want you to treat me good anyway. Well, I know deep in my heart that you are good to me, but I'm sorry for that, I just don't want you to spend too much time on me which will never turn you an answer at the end. As I have told you everything clearly before that. 

Here, I want to thanks and apologize to you. We can still remain in the distance of friend but not exceed our friendship. I appreciated everything you have done, your care and your concern. Doubtless, and frankly, I have try to escape from you, I don't feel like getting close with you or in another words I don't want to get in any contact with you for this while until you have fully give up. So, please don't stay close with me while I have go away from you or else you will make me even hate you. Well, it's true though when you told me that I can't do anything for stopping you no matter what reasons or how I have pushed you away. Anyway, I have no right to stop you either. Just please don't entangle me around. I need some spaces for my own though. *I will really hate you if you keep on doing something over me.*

*I even think of closing up myself in my own room every time once I finished my lesson in order not to bump into you anywhere around college compound.*

*I dislike people touch or see my things without permission!*

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Had a very long chat with a bestie of mine in my room yesterday night. She wasn't in mood. Yea, before that, she did ask me for the reason why am I so emo recently but I.... There's complicated. *she is always the one who listen to my words. :') Appreciate much!*  Accompany her until 12midnight like that, at least she knows some of the reasons why am I so emo these few days. Well, go into a little bit of the story, there is absolutely blameless. Just the matter how you solve the problem. Things will never always behave what you want it to be, life has ups and downs for sure, so never expect things will go in a good way all the time.

*Thanks a lot, Cookie Monster. :') Even though you may not fully know the reason why I'm very down, but you have made me laugh out loud and shout out loud. Thanks for everything. :')*

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Suddenly received a text from an unknown number yesterday night, who is very annoying. He keeps on sending the text for me even though I have no reply any of it. Missed call for one second just to gain for my attention. It's kinda annoying when he keeps on missed call for one second. Sending text not logic at all. I get scared with this after a few texts from him. Gooosshhh, can you stop disturbing my life. I need a peaceful life as well. A friend of mine help me to call him but he didn't answer the phone call. Don't you think that it's scary? What more, he said he's now studying in the same college as me. My goodness! Anyway, thanks a lot for my friends who concern me about this! *I'm touched*  T__T

-Loves-
Christina

Sarah Whatmore - Seven Stories

Love this song. But I can't find it in youtube. Sobbiiee T_T How come?
Tiptoe around you 在你周围踮着脚尖
Make that smile worth my while  让那笑容值得等待

Again is this the end of time  时间又到了吗
A stranger looked at me today  今天有陌生人看了我一眼

And now I turn my head  现在我转过头

Is it easier for me to walk that way   走另一边，是不是比较好
And now I lose myself  现在我迷失了自己

‘cos I don’t know who to be  因为我不知道要做哪一个我

Nothing’s what it seems  看到的似乎和事实不相符
What if I told you I  如果我告诉你

was seven stories high  我站在七楼高，战战兢兢

Would you even reach for me   你会伸手给我吗

Keep pulling me back  一直拉我回

Pulling me back from  一直拉我回

All the things we used to be  我们曾经拥有的一切

Moments gone too easily  时间过得太快

Never know it’s hard to keep you  从来都不知道要留你这么难

Pulling me back, pulling me back from you  一直拉我，一直从你那里拉我回去
So how do I make you?  那我该怎么做?
Two hands up I admit   我把双手举起，承认

I’m still waiting for you  我还在等你

To open up and let me in  等你坦白，让我走进
I’ll run your race to the end  我会和你跑到最后

I’ve got my running shoes on  我已经把运动鞋都穿上了

Tell me where the start begins  告诉我，从哪里开始
And now I lose myself  现在我迷失了自己

‘cos I don’t know where to be  因为我不知道要去哪里

Nothing’s what it seems  看到的似乎和事实不相符
What if I told you I  如果我告诉你

was seven stories high  我站在七楼高，战战兢兢

Would you even, for me  你会伸手给我吗

Keep pulling me back  一直拉我回

Pulling me back from  一直拉我回

All the things we used to be  从我们曾经拥有的一切

Moments gone too easily  时间过得太快

Never know it’s hard to keep you  从来都不知道要留你这么难

Pulling me back, pulling me back from you  一直拉我，一直从你那里拉我回去
So how do I make you?  那我该怎么做？
‘Cos you say what you say  因为你说你想说的

And you do what you do  你做你想做的

And that’s the last thing I would do  却是我最不想做的
What if I told you I  如果我告诉你

was seven stories high  我站在七楼高，战战兢兢

Would you even reach for me  你会伸手给我吗

Keep pulling me back  一直拉我回

Pulling me back from  一直拉我回

All the things we used to be  从我们曾经拥有的一切

Moments gone too easily  时间过得太快

Never know it’s hard to keep you  从来都不知道要留你这么难

Pulling me back, pulling me back from you  一直拉我，一直从你那里拉我回去
So how do I make you?  那我该怎么做?
If I can’t break through  如果我不可以冲破这障碍



-Loves-
Christina

Attitude

"Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude."

Loves
Christina 

Outing 1st April 2011

Went to The Spring for a movie with my dearest sister yesterday.

Watched Just Go With It, a comedy and romance type movie. Since it was weekdays, MBO has less people there, can you imagine that a big theater with a little people only? We tried the couple seat, yea, it is a bit wider than the normal one. :D 

Took some photos with this giant 2D toy's car. :) Look nice right? :)

Photo taken by my friend before going in to the theater. :) I like the design of the staircase! :) 

This is so called 'lalat'. :p

Went to Gasoline after movie. :D

Photos taken by meee! :D

She took me some photos as well! :D

Her drink. Taste nice! :)

My drink! Ohmygawd! Not nice! :(  Rate 4/10

:)

Lovess!

Hugss! 

Life is about laughing and living in good and bad times. Getting through whatever comes our    way. And looking back with a smile. :)

-Loves- 
Christina