I just smiled

I have to say I'm fine even I'm not okay. Frankly, I thought of finding a place with no one and lock myself there that day until I totally feel better. If there is a machine for me to delete or remove some part of my memories, I do wish to remove that part from my mind, I'm sorry that I can't stop thinking of it, I know it very well how bad I've done, people can cheat me but I can't cheat on myself somehow. :(  I know that I'm so negative-minded sometimes. :(




Saw this message early in the morning from my bestie:-

Cookie Monster:: Nana...hope you really did manage to relieve the hellish tension during our picnic. Don't you feel ashamed of the mistake, no one was laughing or judging at you, instead, they were worried by you...so don't ever bury yourself with the darkness again and let it control your mind. Fill up the hole with improvement next time. "The past is behind, learn from it. The future is ahead, prepare for it. The present is here, live it." We cannot let the past cloud our perception of the future, so peace out!

*I promised not to hide myself in dark, not to think of it and TRY not to think in negative way any more next time, cookie monster* ♥


I'm sorry for letting you all worry about me. :(


Thanks dad and mummy for the concern as well, and thanks mummy for comforting me. Your words and advices I will keep in mind and heart forever. *hugss*  ♥


And


Thanks a lot friends for the concern and comfort. I'm touched by the messages and concerns you all gave me. :'(


And you, thanks for brighten up my day and everything you gave me. :') Deeply appreciate it. :') Courage and give me support as always. *cry* 
Thanks dear for always ready to be there for me, listen from me and be my shoulder. ♥
Glad to have you in my life. ♥


Dear friends,

I can't explain to you
How much you mean to me
If it weren't for you

I can't imagine
Where I'd even be
You've made me laugh and smile
More than I can bear
You've helped me through the hardest times
When I was in despair
You kept me up when I was down
And I was feeling blue
You helped me turn my life around
And become somebody new
Thanks a lot friends for everything

:')

FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE PEEING ON YOURSELF. EVERYONE CAN SEE IT, BUT ONLY YOU GET THE WARM FEELING THAT IT BRINGS.  :)






-Loves-
Christina

Tight Schedule T_T

Have been sacrificed my sleeping time for almost 3 days long, rush for two assignments which is going to submit soon. For me, it was a long and tiring week to go. I get frustrated easily for this while. A group work is supposed to be done with a group of members, everyone has the responsibility to put in some efforts so that it can be done sooner and easier, but not solo, that's why I prefer individual work sometimes.


Well, at least they did help me some at the end, just some cannot be used. I do not wish to do useless stuff since I have spent a lot of my times and seriously I didn't even get an enough sleep, I do hope that the marks wouldn't disappoint me, that's worth enough. Gahhh, still got another two assignments wait for me to complete, fuhhh, I'm real tired. T__T I wish I can work like a non-stop robot.
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Went for lunch with friends at Terminal 5 after a meeting on Telematch thingy. Yea, a romantic restaurant with those nice lightings and decorations. It was my second time been there this year. :)


Of course I didn't miss to take some photos there. :D

This was my food. :) Jawa Seafood Soup. :) which cost RM 8.90.


Nice but it is a bit salty. :) *RATE: 7/10*

Tried this corns with seaweed flavour (my friend's favorite) few days ago at Hua Lee. :) Niceee! *RATE 9/10*

What a tiring week. *yawning* 

Well, hope you all have a wonderful Sunday and Happy Labour's day. :D

-Loves-

Christina